oh my gosh, it's so exciting!
i just finished chatting with my oh so dearest cousin, shimin! and and we've planned out everything for halloween night already! :D
the only thing now is parents. haha! but i'm sure this halloween party would be superrr successful hur? and and it's only for KIDS like us! no parents allowed man! :D haha, like how cool? oh, and the rule is that everyone has got to dress up, if not there'll be a punishment!
haha, imagine us, walking around the estate, all dressed up as some witch/princess/pumpkin/elephant or some sort! haha, like how funny right? and and trick or treating! yeah man, that's the best part! cannot be missed out! :D promised shimin that i'll be the first to ring the doorbells! DING DONG! :D
aha, and our rewards? SWEETS! of course! we'll just stuff our stomachs with candies and more candies! so yeah, talk to us for the next few days after halloween! because our mouth would be all sweet and honey! :D
super excited man! love my cousins, like alot! eh, theodore ng zhiying!
alright. nicole khoo is helping me make a xanga now! how sweet right? totally!
"we just need out girlfriends! "
hellyeah!
today is really a fun fun day! :D walked home in the rain. you know what? it's actually quite fun! hell yeah!
for almost the whole day in school, we were all watching goong (princess hours)! ah, hot! that show is super sexy! hahah! seriously man.
alright. then joanne and i played with huiwei/shyan/nicole/hazel at the fitness corner, till mr ___ chased us into class. aha!
oh, after school, went to eat lunch with kalyn/joanne at j8! :D then then, when kalyn left, huiwei and clara came to join us! :D had tons of fun with them! instead of hanging around j8, we decided to go to the nearest community centre to play, but we ended up playing at a hdb void deck. FUN FUN!
ohoh! and guess what? i soooooo have to go to church this saturday man! seriously. because NICOLE IS ACCEPTING CHRIST TOO! haha! feeling superrrr happy for her, because i'm sure she'll feel the same way as i do! :D
super happy today! really man! i want to THANK GOD for today! <3
goodbye. i shall help my maid with the dishes, so my mummy can persuade daddy to allow me to go church! i so must have faith. yes, i do!
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i've asked daddy if i could go to church this saturday, and he said no. like i begged him oh so many times, but still he said no. yeah, so in the end i gave up.
got to my room, and i started praying so hard that my daddy would just allow me to go to church. then, mummy came into my room and she actually said that she'll talk to daddy about this, and persuade him to let me go to church!
so yeah, i'm really hoping that when mummy help me to ask daddy, then daddy would agree.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY OOI SHIMIN!
hello sexy,
sorry dudette, i don't have any pictures with just you in it. haha, so i just got to pick this. anyway, i love you hell loads girl! we had soooo much fun when zachary, troy and audrey were here hur. nevermind, i'm sure we'll be able to have even more fun during halloween! if we go trick or treating together! :D miss you cousin! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!
love,
tania!
watched dragonfly yesterday night with trina. it's like superrrr nice! ah, hot! and and each time there's the advertisement of the grudge, trina and i kept screaming and covering our eyes. haha! super funny man! :D
anyway we had the drill thing yesterday right?so cool hur? totally!
yeah man! :D pictures!
goodbye.
so amadea ng hui just got online.
and her msn personal message is : "I got slapped by li anne...theodore loves jackie,tania loves kenric and trina holds a torch to Gerald..."
when i read it, i was like what the heck, no wayy kind of thing.
there's a monster in my closet- tania
Sing ACS forever more...-amadea
there's a monster in my closet. says:
OMG OMG! AMADEA! I DON'T LOVE KENRIC!
there's a monster in my closet. says:
HAHAH
there's a monster in my closet. says:
hhaha! yeaps! : D
Sing ACS forever more... ... says:
too badd..
Sing ACS forever more... ... says:
u do
Sing ACS forever more... ... says:
dun try to fool your heart little lady
there's a monster in my closet. says:
i really don't! ohman!
Sing ACS forever more... ... says:
ah ha!
Sing ACS forever more... ... says:
i smell a lady in luv
Sing ACS forever more... ... says:
*sniff,sniff*
Sing ACS forever more... ... says:
i can tell she starts with a letter T!
Sing ACS forever more... ... says:
has a twin too
Sing ACS forever more... ... says:
tania ng!
there's a monster in my closet. says:
NAH, kenric is sooooo over
so yeah. AMADEA NG HUI arh! -.- haha, nevermind. what the heck, everyone still thinks i like kenric -.- even my aunt for goodness sake! seriously man, when will they start believing me? boo. like i know it took me some time to get over him, but at least now i know that he's not in my head anymore! :D this whole thing is just making me laugh even more. HAHA! it's like some kind of superrr funny joke, that whenever i just think of it, i'll laugh to myself. hillarious.
anyway, i so missed my PRINCESS HOURS today! ): like how sad right? and and i didn't have any chance to ask daddy if i could go church on saturday! ohwells. tomorrow! tomorrow! i'll definitely ask daddy man! hellyeah!
goodbye.
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i'm planning to have a halloween party man! :D
ah, hot!
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i'm so sorry joanne! ):
during school, we had some drill thing. where we had to seal the windows and everything. it was like fun! but hazel and i didn't get to do it because we had asthma. so yeah. but anyway, it's really fun man! imagaine someone really gave out some kind of toxic gas and stuff. whoa right. :D
suppose to go out with joanne today. but halfway, mummy smsed me and said she wanted to meet me. so, i had to cancel my appointment with joanne ): ohman, i'm like so guilty now. so sorry joanne! yeah,
oh, mummy said that we'll be moving back to olive road! i'm like wayyy happy beacuse of that! trina and i would then have our own privacy again! :D ah, hot! i'm missing that house man, like so much! seriously, loads of memories!
i think i have really cool parents! love them! and and i really really want to go church this saturday! :(
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i'm in keppel now.
ah, darn boring man.
anyway, theodore came over this afternoon. and i just realised that he is oh so strong man. like he can even lift me up when i'm over him. like super easily man. and and he has muscles and stuff. -BEAMS. i have such a hot cousin man! :D
oh, and theodore is the himbo! =) i love my cousins!
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reading is love <3
Tell the world that Jesus lives
Tell the world that, tell the world that
Tell the world that he died for them
Tell the world that he lives again
i just got back from keppel!
ohman, i kept going on about this! really! i just want to let everyone know that TANIA NG SHIYI is like the happiest girl on earth today! I ACCEPTED CHRIST! and because of that, i'm reallyyyy HAPPY! :D you know you know, the feeling is just GREAT when you worship and praise Him. and it's because i accepted Christ, then did i know that my life is worth living for.
anyway, bowled monthly medal in keppel today. it was crap. saw the rest there! went down to the arcade. and i did something really dumb, but it was funny. i went to ask this girl for her number, while the rest stood outside watching. and they didn't believe i would dare to ask her, for some reasons hur? -.- so, when i really went forward to ask the girl for her number, they started laughing sooooo loudly, till when i came out, they were all on the floor.
p.s i told mummy my results already. but not daddy. it's okay, one at a time. haha.
goodbye.
IT'S PICTURE TIME! :D
say:" YAY!"
anyway, gretchen and amanda are over at my house now! double yay!
going to keppel soon! triple yay!
PRAISE THE LORD!:D
went to kbox way earlyyy in the morning with clique! :D was still feeling like really upset over my results. and yeah. but we still had fun singing and stuff! (: and yes,HAPPY BIRTHDAY EESUAN! ohman, you rock so much. really!
after that, left with joanne to church! : D and and i'm feeling EVEN MORE HAPPY NOW! like superrrrrrrrrr HAPPY! you know why? because joanne helped me to accept CHRIST today! -BEAMS! i'm like really really really HAPPPYY you know you know! I LOVE GOD! like really! THANKS ALOT JOANNE! ah, i'm so happy!
now, i just got to pray really hard that daddy would allow me to go to church every saturday! :D gosh, i'm really really really happy! i've accepted Christ you know! feel like shouting out to everyone that I LOVE GOD! so much! really happy! HALLELUJAH!
i'm so happy now! : DDD SUPERRRRR MAN! ah, THIS IS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE.
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a BIG thank you to everyone who is tying so hard to cheer me up now. like i know you people are really trying, but seriously, i just can't be happy now only if i know i'm able to go double science. thanks for even trying though. and i'm really sorry if i gave you all attitude at times. so sorry!
oh, fyi, i haven't told my parents my results yet. so, if i've told them. i'll be feeling wayyyyy down. i'm sure man.
phone call from you wouldn't hurt much.
i just want to hear your voice.
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i'm feeling way depressed now! ):
yuck. i really don't know how on earth am i going to tell my parents my result. just imagine their disappointed looks and then cold war for a few days. what the heck. my dad can scold me all he wants, but i just don't want to have a cold war with him. really.
and and i just keep disppointing them time and time again. i promised them that i would work hard when i transfer to nanyang, but still i screwed up both my prelims & PSLE. next, i couldn't get into the ideal school, so daddy had to donate money and stuff to let me go into crescent. again, i promised him that i'll do well in sec 1, but no. now the same thing happened.
like how screwed up can i get man? seriously.
FATE FELL SHORT THIS TIME.
today, school sucked bigtime.
got back my overall results. instead of failing chinese, i ended up failing math, which is like 1 of the most important subject this year -.- seriously, when i got back my overall results, i was like what the heck. wanted to cry so badly, but obviously, it's of no use even if i cry.
english-B4
higher chinese-C6
math-D7
science-C5
geography-C5
history-C5
literature-C5
design and technology-C5
art-B3
home econs-B4
and and to make things worst, i'm like 314th position among 360 students. how nice. i just go to pray like REALLY REALLY hard that i can appeal into double science, at least. thanks gerald,bjorn,chinhao,douglas and yaanmeng for like comforting me. what the heck! i hate myself for being so dumb. oh, and special thanks to MR POON for like telling me about my good points and stuff and also for enlightening me.
oh,during school, mr poon also let us watch the last samurai. the movie is like really exciting and all. everything about the movie is just perfect. seriously. ah, tom cruise! soo hot! <3 the movie is just love.
after school, went to wheelock place to service mummy's handphone-.- and went to eat with wingyan. thanks girl, for accompanying me.
tomorrow, will be going out with clique to celebrate eesuan's birthday! :D ah, hot.
p.s i might be telling my parents my results today. wish me luck. yuck.
And stranger than your sympathy,
And all these thoughts you stole from me.
And I'm not sure where I belong.
Nowhere's home and I'm all wrong
just got home. watching ghost game with wingyan and the rest now. darn scary please.
1. slept for almost the whole day in school.
2. joanne and celeste came and help me write a letter to daddy, to let me go to church.
3. went through math and english paper.
4. played bullshit.
5. went to newton foodcentre to eat.
going training soon. bye.