Sunday, July 24, 2005 @5:44 AM
i am worthless. i hate myself. i hate my lyf.there is no reason fer me to live.i was neva meant 2 live.i'm jus a shell wif no soul. empty in da inside. i have no feelings.i heartless.i am jus hopeless n useless.i hav no luff at all.i cant do anything right.i break ppl's heart. i didn't mean it. but in da end i still did.i hav no options left. i dun wan to be da one da battle always choose.i am da one tat falls. tis is how it ends.i duno how i got tis way. i'll neva b alright. all i want is to change fer da betta.but i jus cant. i need sumone to help me,but is anybody willing to?every step i take is jus another mistake,every second i waste is more than i can take.i can neva be of any use.i am lost in nowhere. i jus wan to gain da trust n freedom tat i had before.i hav lost everything. i wan somone hu can luff me n neva luff me again. i dun wana b da CHOSEN ONE!