Monday, October 03, 2005 @4:28 AM
gosh. i hate my lil sister larh. arg! she is a total idiot im tellin euii. all she does is complain, complain n complain. yuckk. wad's da use of even havin her in da hse man. at least arwin can do crazy stuff tat makes us all go crazy TOO. but tessa onli noes how to act guai infront of others. o n act cute too.eww. so childishh. whenever my dad wana scold her, then she will act lyk so innocent. makin my dad not wantin to scold her nemore. n when she actually gets scolded, she pull all of us in larh. arg! lyk jus nw she got scolded fer bein rude. OBVIOUSLY SHE IS! then she go pull trina n i in by sayin we always ask my miad to sign our test papers. dam her larh. n im lyk nice enuff as to not complain to my parents tat yesterday at keppel she fought with arwin n end up scratchin me. for tat, dere were lyk scratches all over my hand?! n i even bribed arwin to not complain about her. ah. y am i so nice to her. nonono. wadeva. i jus hate her larh.
then. my father said tat he wanted to sell away our present hse. NO WAY! ah. then cannot go ken's hse larh. bleahx. so saddenin. hmph! n said he wanted to move into a flat. FLAT lehs. not condo lol. if dey ever move into a flat. im so not goin to go home. i'll stay out n PARTY with friends. hmph! too bad fer them. keep sayin want me to be close to them. in da end oso always make me dun wana be close to them. i PURPOSELY wana be a loner, dun wana tok to them. simple. sheesh. i hate tis family larh. blah. bein in tis hse is a TOTAL torture im telin euii.
everyday dere will at least be screams n fight in da hse. either by arwin n tessa fightin, or my dad scoldin n canin them. ah. im sick n tired of all tish noise. im sick n tired of tis lyf alreadi. i keep contradictin with myself. but in da end i jus gotta admit defeat. i wana go into a DEEP SLEEP. away frm tis toturous place. where peace remains.