Monday, October 03, 2005 @7:45 AM
gosh. im detemined to get him out of my head.
his all i wanted.
his all i needed.
but now,
all is lost.
i loved him with all my heart.
n in return,
i jus want him to love me back.
instead,
he broke it into million of pieces.
it hurts reali badly.
whenever i see him.
i will have da urge to tok to him.
but i jus cant.
i dun hav da courage to.
his image jus keeps haunting my dreams.
i reali hope tat i could hug him fer da last tym.
tat's my onli wish.
im kept in tis world.
with nothin left.
except da love tat he has taken away from me.
he showed me wad is happiness.
he showed me da meanin of love.
in da end.
he left me with nothin.
God,
i pray to euii,
jus to get him out of my head.
i jus wana forget him.
all tish tym,
he's been tokin about his girls,
he did not noe,
how
hurt i feel inside.
jus wana give him my blessings.
keep my sorrows.
in tis empty bottle.
with no one to turn to.
no one understands me as well as
him