Tuesday, February 07, 2006 @4:28 PM
as i lay i bed,
i thought about what i have done,
that caused people sadness and pain.
then i remembered.
i negelected few of my best-friends,
when i am with other friends whom i consider just good friends.
though they have said that ive been forgiven,
but i know,
it's never that easy to forgive what ive done.
i still have this amount of guilt towards him.
i am really sorry for what i have done.
and would do anything just to make it up to him.
i know that we are not as close as before.
each time i needed someone to talk to,
i have nobody to turn to. =(
then, i know, that ive have lost a confident.
last time,
whenever i felt bored or unhappy,
i could just pick up the phone and dial his number.
then, i would be entertained by him.
he was such a good friend,
that was always there for me when i needed him.
instead, i did not treasure him.
in the end, im the one regretting.
now ive come to realise that,
all my friends around me are angels sent by heaven.
they're all priceless.
and i never want to lose any of them,
ever again.
my current policy:
is to treasure and appreciate each and everybody around me.