Saturday, May 13, 2006 @11:05 PM

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11.47pmjust got home.
went to
inter-club.
played like some crap!
-FROWNS >:(
seriously!
ohoh!
nd is like i wanted to send a sms to
kenric,but i ended up sending the msg to
wenhan.WTF!
!#$$%&^*&*
nd i was so
distracted nd
embarrassed,
that i couldnt even bowl properly.
CRAP lah.
haha : D
yeah.
we didnt win any
points this time.
=( sad lah.
hahaha : D
ohwels.
ohya!
the dinner at SICC ,
was EFFING NICE!
MEATBALLS! <33
ohoh!
ben,wenhan,trina,sean,weiwei,bjorn,vincent, yongenwere like telling jokes nd al.
super funny! ><
did the car collision joke on
wenhanwhere you got t slap the person's face.
AHAHAHA : D
sorry wenhan! =)ohoh!
bjorn returned me my ez-link card!
LOVES DEAR!
crapcrapcrap.
just found out something from
sean.vaunt @ mos is only for 16 nd above.
like wth!
i just hope i can sneak in man.
but mos is really
strict>:(!>:(! >:(!
ohman!
who wan
tickets!can get it from
SEAN!!
just sms me or something first,
then ya. i'll tell him =)
ohya!
made a friend! =)
FOO SAI MUN!hahaha : D yesyes!
super funny lah.
chatting with
ZEE now!
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TURN MY HIGH!
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you think that im happy?
i dun think so you know.
you just keep giving me pressure,
nd not even a single encouragement.
you want me to do well in my exams,
nd think that it's really simple.
nd each time i don't do well,
you would just come up with groundless accusation.
saying that i did not work hard enough,
or i did not even put in the effort to study.
but guess what?
in actual fact,
ive really tried my best.
i mean that's the way i am.
what else do you want me to do?
each time you're not happy with arwin,
you always venting the anger on me,
nd always pointing out my faults?
i mean everybody make mistakes right.
nd it's whether we learn from it.
ive changed you know.
but all you do is just bring up the past.
you just keep threatening me,
nd always say that i spend alot of money.
ive already cut down alot.
the thing is,
i saved up my own money to buy my own stuff,
but you just wont let me.
i mean it's my money not yours.
that way,
there isnt even any motivation or whatsoever.
each time you'll just say im hopeless nd never get things right.
that does not cheer me up,
instead it just brings down my self-esteem.
you already made arwin have such a low self-esteem,
by calling him names nd al,
come to think of it,
all those vulgarities that i learnt,
were from you!
you're just someone who is so selfless,
nd not caring for people's feelings.