Sunday, July 09, 2006 @4:48 PM
it's not that i've neglected my other friends.
it's not that ive forgotten them already.
it's not that they're not important to me anymore.
it's not that they're not my bestfriends anymore.
in fact,
they're still considered the bestest friends, ever.
i'm sorry if i haven't been talking to them,
but sometimes,
i really think that they have long forgotten me too.
i thought i'm no longer important to them.
it's not that my club friends mean alot to me,
even if they do,
the rest of my nyps friends and rgps friends mean alot t me too.
it's just that,
i've been in the club for 2 years already,
nd basically i've been seeing them at least twice a week.
we train together,
cheer together,
lunch together,
nd do all sort of crazy things together,
every week.
but guess what?
even though i've been talking loads about them,
in actual fact,
ive been talking loads about you all to them too.
i'm so sorry!
but you all really mean alot to me;
esp my nyps friends.
i'm really sorry,
but ive been hurt damn badly already.
i tried so hard t make myself not believe that he'll say such things.
but i simply can't.