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we are who we were when
could've been lovers
but at least you're still my day late friend
you know, it's like one of those times, when you see this number calling you, then you would feel all happy and all because you've been waiting for that particular phonecall for oh so long already, but in the end, it turned out all wrong.
you thought that the phonecall was made by the person, because that person misses you, but no, it's another thing.
everyone has been telling and asking me stuff.but, all i could say is "i don't know." and "yes, i still love him." yeah well. this has been going on for far too long and i'm already sick of answering with i don't know answers. all i wanted was to shout out to everyone that you and i are just fine, i love you and you love me. but i know that those are just lies. it's just my own wish, isn't it?
waiting for your smses and your phonecalls simply sucks. because each time i look at my phone, your name just doesn't appear. is it too hard for you to just say i miss you or i love you? well, i admit that it's hard for me, because i know that it doesn't mean anything to you, which pretty much hurts.
i once told myself that i would get over you in a week or so. but baby, that was months ago. why is it so freaking hard to let you go?especially when i keep thinking that i've moved on. all i just want to know is what do you want from this relationship?please tell me, if this agony of hoping to hold you,but knowing that it never is going to happen, is going to end?it just hurts too much. really. you know it, i'm still loving you.
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youth masters is OVER! :D
GO WATCH HARDGAY! :D "okay! say say say!" darn funny! : D
i got 4th. haha. trina got 3rd, gale got 2nd, kris got 1st! all the way! -BEAMS!
goodbye.