Tuesday, September 12, 2006 @4:32 PM
What does it take to believe,In all the things you believe?And maybe I need to listen more carefullywasn't myself today. really. was feeling like oh so moody. like hello, it's so
not tania to be oh so quiet in class. and it's so
not tania to not laugh at every single little thing.
i hate being the way i am. i didn't want things to turn out this way either.all i wanted was to see what you would say. but i guess you accepted it already.to think i might not see those eyes, makes it so hard not to cry.sometimes, i really wish that i would be like some genius or something, so i can invent a time machine. would things be better then? perhaps.
now I drive to the coast. the place where I drown all my fears. Let the water set me free. I'm screaming can you hear? Or is this the end of everything I loved?
i hope you know that you're my bestfriend. before,now and always.
thanks for the best time of my life.
i'm just wishing that you wouldn't be part of my past.